Wow I can't believe it has been this long since I have been on here, so sorry. Life has been very busy with school, work, church,friends and well just everyday living. But am happy to say that things have slowed down and I have time now to write.

I have a serious question to ask, what happened to modesty? I mean really has the world lost their minds to think that everybody in it wants to see everyone else run around in their birthday suit. I have been tying to jump on the band wagon with this "healthy living" lifestyle by going to the gym regularly. I have noticed on my exercising travels that the locker room is a scary place to be. Mind you now I am not one who changes or showers there only the occasional potty run. Unfortunately one day I had to work late and ended up having to change in the locker room. Horrified and tempted to go home and use my stability ball and dvd's I gathered enough courage and ran to the nearest toilet stall I could find.

Not realizing that the construction of the stalls permitted someone from being able to pivot, lift a leg up or squat because they were not a size 2. I managed to get my sports bra (with duck tape) and tank on, and decided to venture out in to the main area. I found a small corner way in the back, a hideaway of some sort. There I motivated my self, organizing my thoughts to encourage speed and accuracy as I try to slip off my scrubs and slide on my sweats in one delicately choreographed move, this is to not alarm the other patrons and to avoid glimpses of the half ashy moon other wise known as my buttocks.

Just as I was getting my sweats passed my knees, here comes a woman, Asian decent, taller than most making her way towards me sitting on the bench. She quickly says hello as she, I'm sure noticed that I nearly leaped out of my skin trying to hide that fact that I am a little shy. As I climbed back into the moment I noticed that she was STARK NAKED!! Yep, there she was, pasty white skin that glimmered like diamonds from the residue of the water from the shower. She proceeds to lift her leg so it rests on the bench almost in a straddle move, to apply what seemed to be a type of moisturizing oil. Why she couldn't do that in the shower is beyond me, but that was not the issue I had. As you could visualize the scenario, my view was being obstructed with pornographic material. This woman was engaging in conversation with me, however I heard nothing because all I kept thinking about was an escape plan. Seriously what if someone came by, how would I, a christian woman, a worship leader in the church, a mama for Pete's sake, explain this picture.

Not a care in the world, this woman was walking around all area's of the locker room, buck naked. She made her way to the mirrors to plug the curling iron in, and then continued to style her hair. That's when I notice that she was not the only one, I'm sorry but, I just don't think it's appropriate to display such flamboyancy to people you don't know. What happened to modesty, where did it go, is anyone teaching it anymore.

We wonder why are children are they way they are, the corruption in politics and religion. Where are the days when you had respect for yourself and others that you would keep sacred things secret?